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This is hard for me to post but I feel like it is important. 

I remember hating my face and hating my skin and looking at all the girls around me in middle school and on tv and in ads and feeling like I was a monstrosity in comparison. But I remember the first time I realized women plucked their eyebrows. And wore concealer. And foundation. And powder. I felt like I had been lied to about what women look like. After modeling and realizing when photographers asked for no makeup, they really meant the photo on the right. I started realizing that the photo on the right was what was in skincare ads and posted by people claiming in the caption to be wearing no makeup some of the time. The photo on the right is the bare minimum of what we expect women to look like when they wake up in the morning. 

I think makeup can be empowering, but I think that acknowledging that it isn’t natural is important. Modeling and wearing makeup so often makes me especially feel like its important to sometimes be uncomfortably honest about how much of the media we consume is altered in some way. 

Part of me wanted to wait until my skin was better to do this concept but I realized that was totally missing the point. 

Thanks for taking the time to read.

Photography and Graphic Design by Mark Laubenheimer.

This completely messed up my brain when I was a child. I didn’t know celebrities wore makeup, I thought they were naturally perfect and I was this hideous monster who had to change because I was WRONG as a human.

as someone go currently has two cold sores and two giant zits on her chin due to touring, lack of sleep, bad airplane air and stage make-up application and removal every night … this is hitting at a perfect moment.

ever true and always a good reminder. the shit you see in 99% of magazines is photoshopped to death.

people have pores.

When I hit my little siblings lightly and they start crying.



more relatable?





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